The Daily Life

The New Beginning.

Becca.Boo — Wed, 28 Apr 2010 04:38:35 +0000

So i’ve decided to start writing on here again. It somehow brings some peace and relief to mind. I do enjoy it very much. I’m currently suppose to be finishing my research paper on Hamlet, but i can’t seem to concentrate on it. I’ve got so many other things running through my mind. 30 days and counting. woohoo! summer oh summer i can feel you creeping on in. I currently have a cramp in my right foot. Isn’t that a damn shame? Suppose it should be gone soon. Today I missed school because I accidently set my alarm for six p.m. instead of six a.m. I had so much make up work but i completed it all. The cable keeps going out and it is so annoying. Ever since RCN became this total digital thing we have had nothing but trouble. The cable goes out at least once or twice a month. I just don’t understand why people always have to mess with a perfectly good thing. It makes no sense really, but oh well i guess that’s just life. While writing here i’ve been trying to think of things to add to my Hamlet essay thing, but it hasn’t really worked. I guess i should go focus on it then. Until tomorrow (or later today)…

Long Weekend

Becca.Boo — Sun, 21 Jun 2009 04:14:46 +0000

I don’t like how work never gives me hours, but when they do it’s all at one shot right in a row. It wears me out so much, and I can hardly stand it. I am thankful for having a job though because I know many people who would kill for a job. I suppose there is no true satisfaction in this life. At work Saturday night my monitor froze so I restarted it. Few minutes later I get a call from LP. “Hey Becca, you know your drawer of money is hanging wide open right?” I rush over, close it, and almost have a nervous breakdown. I guess it wasn’t exactly all my fault, but it was at the same time mostly my fault. This week I have to go to school Tuesday through Friday for this Academy to do my graduation project, but I’m excited because all I have to do then is write the paper, do the visual, and I’m done. Those are my plans for this week. Also, I want to get some serious reading going on.

–becca

Showered With Faith

Becca.Boo — Sat, 20 Jun 2009 04:00:55 +0000

Sometimes I question my faith. Most people come across this at least once in their life. I’ve found myself questioning it rather often. Not so much as if I’m a believer or not, but what there is to believe. I understand theres a heaven, hell, and God. My main question is ‘how can you believe in something that you can’t see?’ That’s where I guess faith, trust, and belief come in. I go to church and I praise, but I don’t feel the whole fillings of Christ. Am I doing something wrong? I want something to see and feel. Something that I can get answers from. I don’t know. Maybe I’m asking too much to be showered with faith.

–becca

Thoughts to close a day.

Becca.Boo — Fri, 19 Jun 2009 06:46:41 +0000

Life is so weird sometimes. You try your very best at everything, but yet it’s as if you didn’t do anything at all. I’ve also noticed feelings come and go so quickly you can’t ever catch them. Sometimes I wonder if i feel anything at all. At the start of a day I could be positive and ready to succeed, and at the end of the day I hate my life and everything is horrible. I guess no matter how deep into life I go to find answers I will never come across some that I’ve wanted to know forever.

–becca.

The Future

Becca.Boo — Thu, 18 Jun 2009 03:27:49 +0000

Yesterday was yesterday.

Today is today.

Tomorrow will be tomorrow,

but what will the future hold for me?

Dreaming and screaming,

trying to know,

but nothing can be seen.

Living in fear,

to know, nothing,

not a thing.

Why must it be,

that I can not see what’s coming?

Why must it be this way?

–becky