I don’t like how work never gives me hours, but when they do it’s all at one shot right in a row. It wears me out so much, and I can hardly stand it. I am thankful for having a job though because I know many people who would kill for a job. I suppose there is no true satisfaction in this life. At work Saturday night my monitor froze so I restarted it. Few minutes later I get a call from LP. “Hey Becca, you know your drawer of money is hanging wide open right?” I rush over, close it, and almost have a nervous breakdown. I guess it wasn’t exactly all my fault, but it was at the same time mostly my fault. This week I have to go to school Tuesday through Friday for this Academy to do my graduation project, but I’m excited because all I have to do then is write the paper, do the visual, and I’m done. Those are my plans for this week. Also, I want to get some serious reading going on.
–becca
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Sometimes I question my faith. Most people come across this at least once in their life. I’ve found myself questioning it rather often. Not so much as if I’m a believer or not, but what there is to believe. I understand theres a heaven, hell, and God. My main question is ‘how can you believe in something that you can’t see?’ That’s where I guess faith, trust, and belief come in. I go to church and I praise, but I don’t feel the whole fillings of Christ. Am I doing something wrong? I want something to see and feel. Something that I can get answers from. I don’t know. Maybe I’m asking too much to be showered with faith.
–becca
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Yesterday was yesterday.
Today is today.
Tomorrow will be tomorrow,
but what will the future hold for me?
Dreaming and screaming,
trying to know,
but nothing can be seen.
Living in fear,
to know, nothing,
not a thing.
Why must it be,
that I can not see what’s coming?
Why must it be this way?
–becky
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